Determinism

Why do i keep suffering?
Why do i continue looking for pain?
Why my mind keeps bringing you?
If i can erase you so easily as once I did...


But my distorted mind is willing to suffer
and once again remember you
and I don't know what is it for.


"Everything happens for a reason"...
that's a strong phrase that calms my fury,
that slows my desire, focus my attention
and hits down my pain.


"Everything happens for a reason"
I wish i could buy it
I wish this were on my mind everytime i screw something
but in my analytical loneliness
i don't know anything
and every possibility becomes a reallity.


by lUk Hinox